I am cycling again.
No, not riding a bike but cycling through emotions.
I’ve been struggling. With emotions, anxiety, being overwhelmed, self doubt, self worth.
The struggle is a familiar feeling & I feel vulnerable, weak, crazy.
A light came in my meditation practice this morning. Some insight on this chapter of my life.
I am in transition. I am adjusting to new things. I am unsure of my future and unsure of where I am now.
The security of knowing and the illusion of self control are not there.
Is this calling me to be stronger in my Faith? Is it causing me to trust and just let the Divine lead my life? ( my stomach flipped at that point cuz it scared me).
Time to get rooted and grounded again. Back to my daily meditation & yoga. Back to journaling and writing out all these thoughts.
Wonder Woman came up n my mind as I meditated this morning- it’s time to get back to her.