It seems like the cycle of bat shit crazy emotions never ends. Even after years of meditation, yoga and positive thinking.
Sure, things are easier, more manageable, I am more resiliency.
But I fall backwards, forgetting, getting overwhelmed and stressed leading me to erratic behavior.
The past still haunts me, lying in wait. Issues I thought were healed, forgiven and let go. They still reside.
This last episode got me take action. I had to shift- for my own well-being and the future of my relationship.
It seems like the motivation in doing something to better myself always involves another person. First Jamie and now my boyfriend, JJ.
I started some new meditations. I am traveling down the road of Quantum Reality…. I am truly free and fearless for the first time living a life of unlimited possibilities.
Love on Warriors!