Greetings on the last day of 2018!
What a year 2018 has been. Holding many surprises. Where I started is no where near where I am today.
And, that’s what I love about my life. It’s always full of surprises.
When I first started to lay down this post, I was going to do a play by play of what happened to me in 2018 and what I learned from it.
But that seems really boring.
What fun did I have? What am I grateful for? What will I carry with me to continue my growth?
That is what I want to focus on.
In the beginning of the year, I had fun creating my own little Reiki and yoga studio. I taught, saw clients and even lead a retreat.
I met new people and helped transform lives.
When this little journey wasn’t fun anymore, I stepped back to re-evaluate my life.
My creative juices were depleted and I wanted to turn inward more than ever.
That’s when the next fun thing appeared and it was in the form of a relationship.
I was open like I’ve never been open before. I let my curiosity lead the way and laid down all expectations.
I fell in love with this guys heart and gentle loving way. He was patient, kind and attentive to me.
I stated from the beginning that this would be different. That I would bring a different person to the relationship. That I wouldn’t run because I was scared.
Old demons came up and I realize they are from my past. At least now I can deal with them and know they are not real.
Sure, sometimes I have break downs but I’m human & have years of fucked up thinking to deal with.
During this second half of 2018, I discovered a book by Joe
Dispenza— “Becoming Supernatural”.
It impacted my life and thinking in huge ways.
I started using the concepts and doing the meditations. It has helped me get out of old stories from my past. I feel more clear and can’t wait to keep implementing his work into my life.
So much more I can write and reflect on. So much growth and shifts that has happened.
But it all seems less than lackluster right now. It’s not carrying the sparkle I want in my life.
Who cares about all that anyway?
I want to focus on the future. On unlimited possibilities. On fun and adventure and life experiences.
It’s going to be one wild and crazy ride in 2019!! So much bubbling under the surface just waiting to come to life.
Yay! Go team!
Love & light