Something has changed within me-maybe its from listening to these Abraham inspirational talks every day. Maybe its focusing on all that I love. Maybe its giving myself permission to accept the fact that whatever I want, I can truly have.
I am not sure but I don’t care what it is, I am so happy and joyful. I am like,hey, GLEE! Probably break out in a dance along with singing.
It started with this……
Yup, I got it! My Honda HR-V. Written in an earlier post, I had my eyes on the red one but when I went out shopping for it, there it was. The price and payments that I wanted, the process was easy, I just did it. I didn’t wait because I didn’t think I couldn’t.
See, I was in resistance to buying this because I didn’t want to tie up my money into a car payment, thinking that it would restrict me from doing other things. And, that is what I kept saying. No extra money for travel or manicures….but then I thought, ummm…whatever I want to have, the money will appear to pay for it.
And, this is the attitude I am starting to move forward with. No more thoughts of lack and scarcity, thinking I can’t do it or have it all. Thinking I have to wait for it all until I have a rich, hot amazing man (although I will have that too). No, I can have it all now.
And the feeling is empowering. I use to say, “don’t put happiness on material things.” But, its more than that, I like nice things. Pretty things make me feel good. Indulging in manicures and massages make me glow. Getting dressed up and looking pretty make me feel like a princess. I like feeling like a princess. Why don’t I deserve it but the next person does? I am worth it. Screw it-I want it all. Vacations, houses, cars, romance, money, shoes, clothes, money for friends and family. I am proud of what I have and what I can give to others.
Gauging my feelings, this feel pretty damn good.
I was struggling when I first came back to Madison from Asheville. But, I kept saying–today, I have all I need. Today, my bills are paid. Today, I have money for food and an occasional going out with friends. Today I am happy and loved and secure.
Because all I thought about was today, more of what I had today manifested. You get what you focus on.
Go ahead, take a leap into a different way of thinking. Try it, see what happens. You might just get a new car, a better relationship, or a trip to Italy….