Letting the Magic Happen

Yesterday, when I was feeling low cuz shit wasn’t going my way, I drew strength from inspirational quotes on Facebook and Instagram.  It gave me hope to keep my head up. It reminded me that, the Universe was working for me. It reminded me that I have been through this kind of crap before and, in the end, things all worked out for the best.

Yesterday, I meditated and the things that were circling in my mind, getting me upset, I sent love on.

Yesterday, I kept reminding myself, that when I release and let go of things, (because I can’t control it anyway and when I do, it makes things worse), all is worked out. I don’t have to put effort into it.

Two weeks ago, my son and I got into a huge fight.  Instead of trying to fix it and pushing at him to talk things out, I let it go.  I sent love to the whole experience and to him. Yesterday, my son called me. Yesterday gave the proof that letting go, sprinkling the situation with thoughts of love, and letting the Universe do its job, that things work out.  There is a wizard behind the curtain, taking my love and making my life turn out just as I hope and wish.

That was yesterday. Today, I have even more faith and hope that when you ask, all is granted to you. It may not seem like it during the fruition stage but, it does happen.

May the force of the Universe be with you xo

Makin’ It

One of my intentions for 2017 is to be better with my finances.  I spend more than I make, I spend money before I have it and have been drawing off my IRA to live.

Although this bothers me, it seems like a revolving pattern. Its feast or famine.

I decided 2017 is going to be different.

With this intention in place, I have been tight on money for the first part of the year. I lost a renter (a source of income for me), I went out to California, resulting in short hours at my job and had to put unexpected expenses into my car.

There were times that I was ready to cave–run back to my parents, live in my rental (its cheaper for me up north), or say fuck it, I am cashing in my whole retirement.  I wanted the security and knowing that money was supporting me.

But, I kept reminding myself.  Today, I am ok.  Today, all my bills are paid.  Today, I have money for groceries.  Today the Universe is supporting me.

I have been making it day by day and this is helping me make it month by month.

Now, I am getting more hours at work, I have a second job serving, my apartment has a new tenant and I am selling some Arbonne too.

Did the Universe test me? Probably, it likes to see if you are serious.  See, you won’t get financial abundance that sticks until you prove that you can manage your money.  I can Universe!! (I have to get some Tony Robbins books!  lol)

I had a heart full of gratitude this morning. I made it through a difficult time.  Although there was some support from my family, the biggest thing that sustained me was the Faith in knowing that there is a force greater than myself that is always looking out for me.

I made it-thank you Universe!!!

Connecting with Unlimited Possibilites

Ok, first of all: TODAY IS GOING TO BE THE BEST DAY EVER!

Good morning amazing friends! I write today from a state of “not knowing” what might transpire here on this page. In trying to capture inspiring thoughts, it seems that I have blocked my creativity. Like, I am trying to throw down the most powerful, awe inspiring thoughts to help others.

Help others when all I want to do is inspire and help myself to live a kick ass amazing life.  So, I am dropping the “others” in this equation and thinking from a place of entitled selfishness. A place that always made me feel ashamed because I was taught that by thinking of myself first, it was selfish and this was a bad thing.

I write and go through these processes to better myself, to think more clearly, to end my suffering of the mind, to be stronger and empowered.  If it touches you, great! If not, I really don’t care-don’t read it.

Here are my thoughts for today and it has to do with getting in a place of being open and receptive to what you truly desire.

My bestie sent me a Youtube link on a talk from Law of Attraction expertAbraham Hicks and I started listening to it.  Esther talks about being aligned with source energy and in a place of receptivity. She then went on to say that the most important way to get there is through meditation.

Why? When we meditate, we are easing the mind, letting go of analyzing thoughts, our fears and anxiety. Meditation opens us to the creative, inspiring thoughts that are there just waiting for us to capture and breathe life into to.  Meditation is lining us up to source energy, that thing  you can God, Buddha, Jesus, whatever you choose to say, but it is the driving force of the Universe.

I reflected on this and could see that meditation helps me to let go. It lets be open to infinite possibilities. I can see where I am being small and how to come play on a grand scale.  It helps me think more creatively in ways that are unlimited.

“With God all things are possible.” (insert bible verse here, I have no clue which one but I don’t really care).  God is this source energy that flows in the Universe.  When I connect with this force, anything is available to me-anything is possible. My world opens up to infinite possibilities and I am a powerful force of loving good in the world.

My Faith resides in the belief that I am Divinely guided by this powerful source energy.  We all are. We just have to be open to it and through the practice of meditation, it gives us a way to let go and be open.