Everything I ask for seems to magically appear. But, when its not in the form that I think it should come in, I block it fully coming to fruition with my resistance to what is.
I think, for the most part, this is most people’s problem with manifesting your desires. Things come to you but when its not the way we think they should be, all sorts of ideas and thoughts to it come up in our minds.
This just happened to me. I really desire a guy to do things with. To have fun with, travel with, go on adventures with. And, one appeared but, it wasn’t the one that I really want because the one that I want is unavailable to me in that way.
So the path of least resistance is the one Abraham says to take. And, for me, this would be like saying and thinking, “Oh, this showed up? I guess I will take a hold of it and see what happens.” I keep remembering being with this guy is easy-conversations are intriguing, he makes me think deep. He is open to trying new things and thinking in new ways. Qualities that are rare in guys my age (or most ages–lol).
I remember holding on in my marriage. Did I think Jim would turn into this prince charming, devoting his undying love for me and telling me that I was the most amazing woman in the world and that he would do anything for me? I think he loved me in his own way but I never felt it. I never felt special.
I want to feel special to someone. I want to be the center of someones world. I want to travel and have fun and find new things. So, there are my desires. Now, I am going to sit back and see what shows up. xoxoxo