Turning 50 Reflections

Tomorrow is my birthday. I will be 50. It is a milestone for me for some reason. Although I am neither  sad nor upset in turning 50, there is a particular nervous energy that is around it.

I feel that the last 50 years of my life has been spent collecting the wisdom needed to live the next part of my life.  The next 50, the last part of my life and, in my gut, I feel, it will be the best part.

So what up? Whats up with all of these emotions?  I must be releasing some shit because I have been crying a lot-letting go, loosening my grip on controlling outcomes.

Beneath these emotions, I can hear my inner voice whispering

-take big leaps, live boldy, get out, find new things.

Are these things scaring me?  Somewhat. Things like this use to energize me but I know these are big steps and big steps take lots of courage.

The Universe knows when you are ready. How? Well, you tell it what you want and then you open your arms to receive it.

I am ready for big leaps and bold living. What does that look like? Well, not sure but bring it and lets see what comes about!!  OMG! Too exciting!

Bring it 50!!